Suddenly

I always have struggled with being discontent. Wanting to rush God along with what I know is my calling and never being able to relate that what I'm doing now is leading me to where God wants me. In the meantime I was always supposed to be right where I am.

When I first heard this SuperChick song it hit so close to home so I thought I'd share this part of me captured in someone else's song.

SUDDENLY

  She feels lost in her own life,

 treading water just to keep from slipping under,

and she wonders if she's where she's supposed to be.

Tired of trying to do it right,

  her dreams are just to far away to see how steps she's making,

might be taking her to who she'll be.

And Suddenly it isn't what it used to be,
  and after all this time it worked out just fine.
And suddenly I am where I'm supposed to be,
  and after all these tears I was supposed to be here.

She feels locked in her own life,

  scared of what she might lose  if she moves away from who she was,

and she's afraid of being free.

There's a way she knows is right,

  she can't feel the things she knows,

and so each step she's taking is a step of faith towards who she'll be.

And Suddenly it isn't what it used to be,
  and after all this time it worked out just fine.
And suddenly I am where I'm supposed to be,
  and after all these tears I was supposed to be here.

                                                ~SuperChick~